So I am at the Commissary yesterday, doing my grocery shopping..my cell phone rings..which in itself is odd because I normally don't have a signal on base..so I answer it because I don't like the looks I am getting as my 50 cent Ring tone blasts out in the produce aisle (yes I love 50 cent)..it was work..could I please come in?..one MA out sick the other had a Funeral to go to..so I finish up my shopping and and get it all put away ..throw on my scrubs and head to work...I jinx ed myself didn't I? by mentioning I had another day off..LOL.. looks like I will be working extra hours next week too.... it happens..it's summer.. I don't mind...I actually love my job i just can't work full time and keep my head above water here at home..something has to give and I would rather it not be on the home front.. I don't like to leave my 15 soon to be 16 year old son with too much unattended time.. I know the things teenagers can get in to.. ;-)
Hubby's email is up and running so we have a way to communicate.. he sounds good..he says he misses me..hmm.. he better ;-) I saw all those cute little females in their hot little flight suits all goo goo eyes at their handsome British Master Chief..god sounds like a porno movie in the making for sure huh?? I really am kidding .. I do not have a jealous bone in my body any more.. I spent way to many years doing the Jealousy thing and you know what? Once I let it go it made a world of difference.. now HE is the jealous one.. go figure!! This is my theory.. when he was younger hubby was a stone fox and had the confidence to go with it..as the years went by he has lost some of that youthful cockiness and he doesn't think he has "it" anymore.. me on the other hand was far prettier and thinner when I was younger but chose to waste those years always trying to fit in and look like society wanted me to look now as I have "matured" I am comfortable in my own skin..I make the most of what I have and I live everyday to the fullest and my inner peace shows on the outside.. I actually get more attention these days than I did when I was younger..and I think it's all to do with how you carry yourself..am I making any sense whatsoever?? LOL..
Well enough of my rambling I need to go shower and get ready for work.. I am so mixed up with my days..I guess today is Hump Day right Phil??? Have a good one everybody...
Peace and CONFIDENCE!!!!!!
L
14 comments:
Hiya Lyn!
You're so right....confidence and belief in yourself has so much to do with how others see you. Then again, you are one good-looking girl so it's only natural that you'll get attention!
Have a good day at work....I'm back at mine tomorrow.
Hugs,
Yes you certainly tempted fate when you said you had a day off never mind if you enjoy it ,and if you can fit it in it makes up for the times when you have to refuse extra shifts I agree,jealousy is such a wasted emotion.and yes if you feel good about your self it does show ,great entry .........Jan xx
Dont work to hard !!!! I am the jealous type, cant help it !!
hugs,
Ellen
I hope you had a good day...............
I hate weeks with a holiday in them. What day is it indeed?
Glad you get to email hubby. That helps.
Traci
As usual my darlin' friend, YOU ROCK!!!
I`m glad you can keep in touch with your hubby by email, it must be so much easier. :o)
Sandra xxxx
Isn't that how life always works, just when you think something's going to be one way, turns out to be another! :)
It's great that your dh got his email up! Isn't it just amazing how just a few yrs ago you got letters and phone calls and now we have email to add on! It definately makes life much easier!
God Bless
Christy
Oh I so hope to find a job I love too once the kids are in school :)
You're 100% right about sexiness being in your head. I am so hyped about being 250lbs because for the longest time I was over 300 that I'm just happy and excited and confident and feel sexy while my friend who's been stuck at 250 for over a year feels huge and weighed down and has no self esteem at all...
Have a good week :D
Julie
Glad you and hubby are in regular contact. What would we do without our computers.
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Lyn,
i want to feel like you feel when i grow up!! lol I am so happy you have such wonderful thoughts of yourself...you should because you have shown me a loving, beautiful soul thru your journal. I am glad DH is jealous. Boy i would have a thing for a man in a flight suit...woo hoo. I would love to take that right off Rick if he dressed up in it! love,lj
Happy working to you!! Enjoy the hours.
Phil
oh i am so glad you can email your husband Lynn. . thats not so bad is it? Well it is but hes only a click away.So true about the inner peace.
great entry....you are so right about everything you said.
It makes perfect sense! Infact, in a wierd way, you've just kinda given me some advice without even knowing it, so thanks. I feel much better already.
Lv Ste
xx
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