Sunday, March 6, 2011

Day Twenty Six

Have you ever thought about giving up on life?

I have suffered with mild depression on and off over the years..I have had a few hard knocks so to speak..I have been very lonely at times... my hubby has been gone a lot due to his career and there have been times when I was in a very dark place...I can't say that I actually considered suicide but I have thought about my own death..how my family would react.what my funeral would be like..who would come to it...and when things have seemed impossible I will admit I have thought well if it gets that bad I could just kill myself but I don't think I could actually do it..I think if we're honest this is something we've all thought about at one time or another....

L xx

2 comments:

I'm mostly known as 'MA' said...

Thankfully you do have a wonderful family and lots to be thankful for there in your life. My family has always been my motivation for hanging in there and keep on keeping on. It's day 26 and soon you'll be done with this but I do hope you keep on posting regularly. We had more snow today and I thought about your nice warm sunshine there...

Lisa said...

Lyn, I have been there and it sucks. Blessed to have you as a friend, Hugs Lisa